date: Thursday, October 30, 2008
i'll always be there for you. with arms wide open ♥
though i never say a word. it
doesn't mean it
doesn't hurt.
just to see you slightly upset it makes me wanna cheer you up.
Creed - With Arms Wide Open (lyrics)With arms wide openUnder the sunlight Welcome to this place I'll show you everything With arms wide open Now everything has changedI'll show you loveI'll show you everything With arms wide open With arms wide open I'll show you everything i'll be your support.i'll give you my shoulder to lean oni'll give you my time to hear you outi'll give you my feelings to share your hurti'll give you my heart to love you.i'll give you anything to make you feel better.I Love You ♥_____
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11:03 PM .
Hold On Before Its Too Late
date: Monday, October 27, 2008
why?
lets see.
i need you now. but your no where to be seen. i'm having a hard time going through olvls.
i always seem care free which is why u presume i'm alright. am i right?
i took a 2 hour bus ride to send you home and you got angry with me.
and you didnt tell me anything till your "____" told me.
you never know wad goes one behind this masquerade face of mine.
if you dont want me to think too much then why do you treat me this way?
one moment you can tell me ILY
next moment you can just push me aside and ur response to me changed.
i'm not exactly clingy. its bcos of e way you treat me that i'm this way.
here i am doing my olvls. and there you are suddenly disappearing.
leaving me. and i'm worried.
every morning i wake up, i feel as though someone is missing in my life.
and thats you.
if you really loved someone
wouldnt you want to see that person?
wouldnt you want to spend time with that person?
wouldnt you be happy with that person?
wouldnt you mean the whole world to that person?
wouldnt you sacrifice anything for that person?i dont know how you feel towards me unless you tell me.
i still hang on is bcos i really love you.
i am myself around you.
but you just dont notice me.
i do love you girl. i jus hope you love me back.
nobody said loving was easy.but its whether you wanna over come problems or run away from it.
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7:07 PM .
Hold On Before Its Too Late
date: Thursday, October 23, 2008
♥______ *smile* :)
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11:41 PM .
Hold On Before Its Too Late
date: Monday, October 20, 2008
something interesting
its jus a plain survey JP intro to me.
and i turned out to be ISFJ. (wad ever this stands for)
but yea. here is e explanation.
jus thought it'd be interesting to show e link here.
http://www.personalitypage.com/ISFJ.htmlbut well to those who hate me and think its not true...
so yea whatever sinks ur submarine.
and i had to post this link part about relationships for me :P
http://www.personalitypage.com/ISFJ_rel.html
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11:09 AM .
Hold On Before Its Too Late
date: Sunday, October 19, 2008
dont forget me.
i dont know wad i was thinking when i walked away.i felt a knife stab through my chest when i saw you turn backwhen u noticed i wasnt around.maybe i just want to take this step back away from you.since i've been causing you quite abit of problems lately.but i will always be a step right behind you.dont think tt i'm gone.all you have to do is turn around and i'll always be there for you.i will never leave you. and i'll always be waiting.and btw. i'll be waiting for your reply on who i am to you.you can tell me anytime when ur comfortable.smile girl.
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11:32 PM .
Hold On Before Its Too Late
Saturday
well i have to admit its a stupid day :Pwent to plaza sing to watch "The House Bunny" (not my idea i jus followed)it was a rather no brainer show. Brannie was falling off to sleep halfway.so unless ur a no brainer go and no life go and watch.skipped lunch. and then i had a long trip from PS back to loyang for my bro's bday celebration.took 3 buses to reach e place. i think i took about 1hour 30 mins ++ to reach there :Pjus accompanied Anthea by taking 14 dropped near bedok took 228 to my school and changed 5 all e way to aunt's place.it was retarded cos all i had to enteratin me for e long journey was music haha! but its enough :)so anyway. girl. i feel so hopeless tt i can't do anything to cheer you up when ur down.i couldn't do a thing to cheer you up. in fact i think i made things worst.really sorry there.hope you forgive me.
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12:48 AM .
Hold On Before Its Too Late
date: Friday, October 17, 2008
so come home running?
who am i that the lord of all the earth would care to know my namewould care to feel my hurt
it was a day of travelling.
to tampinese , pasir ris , bugis and back to pasir ris
followed by home.
got my ezlink card done.
i'm really sorry if i doubt you.
its jus the pressure is building up.
i need someone to be there for me.
and i really wish it was you.
i wish we could always talk like how we used to.
those were e times i felt really loved by you.
but at the end of e day.
i still love you (B♥)
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6:56 PM .
Hold On Before Its Too Late
lost Ezlink card lost my mind losing my heart.
Come Home Running - Chris TomlinOh heart of mine. Why must you stray?
From one so fair you run away
And one more time you have to pay
The heaviness of needless shame
Oh heart of mine, come back home
You've been too long out on your own
And He's been there all along
Watching for you down the road
So come home runningHis arms are open wide
His name is Jesus
He understands
He is the answer
You are looking for
So come home running
Just as you areOh child of God so dearly lovedAnd ransomed by the Savior's blood
And called by name , daughter and sonWrapped in the robe of righteousness
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1:13 AM .
Hold On Before Its Too Late
date: Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Lyrics = Emotions
Goo Goo Dolls - Iris
And I'd give up forever to touch you, Cause I know that you feel me somehow. You're the closest heaven that I'll ever be, And I don't want to go home right now. And all I can taste is this moment, And all I can breathe is your life, And sooner or later it's over, I just don't want to miss you tonight. And I don't want the world to see me, Cause I don't think that they'd understand. When everything's made to be broken, I just want you to know who I am. And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming, Or the moment of the truth in your lies. When everything feels like the movies, Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive. And I don't want the world to see me, 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand. When everything's made to be broken, I just want you to know who I am. And I don't want the world to see me, Cause I don't think that they'd understand. When everything's made to be broken, I just want you to know who I am. And I don't want the world to see me, Cause I don't think that they'd understand. When everything's made to be broken, I just want you to know who I am. I just want you to know who I am. I just want you to know who I am. I just want you to know who I am.
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8:31 PM .
Hold On Before Its Too Late
weird.
you know this verse of this song really reminds me of what happened in my life this year.part of lyrics from (25mintues by micheal learns to rock)After some time I’ve finally made up my mind She is the girl and I really want to make her mine I’m searching everywhere to find her again To tell her I love her And I’m sorry ’bout the things I’ve done.reminds me of how i wanted to ask you out on valentines day.but apparently we didnt know each other well enough.and you were going out with your friends.a couple of months later you told i told you i liked you.your response was something like this.why didnt you tell me earlier. something might have worked out.well i donno what this means now. but i still remember things like this.i dont think you'd remember this though.but well. no matter what. i'll still be waiting :)no matter how long it takes.Whatever It Takes (lifehouse)A strangled smile fell from your face It kills me that I hurt you this way The worst part is that I didn't even know Now there's a million reasons for you to go But if you can find a reason to stay I'll do whatever it takes To turn this around I know what's at stake I know that I've let you down And if you give me a chance Believe that I can change I'll keep us together whatever it takes She said "If we're gonna make this work You gotta let me inside even though it hurts Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see" She said "Like it or not it's the way it's gotta be You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me" I'll do whatever it takes To turn this around I know what's at stake I know that I've let you down And if you give me a chance And give me a break I'll keep us together, I know you deserve much better But remember the time I told you the way that I felt That I'd be lost without you and never find myself Let's hold onto each other above everything else Start over, start over I'll do whatever it takes To turn this around I know what's at stake I know I've let you down And if you give me a chance and believe that I can change I'll keep us together whatever it takes
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12:30 AM .
Hold On Before Its Too Late
date: Monday, October 13, 2008
Drugged
well went to eugene's house today.did nothing in particular. besides watching movies and TV.was supposed to go swimming but Anthea didn't bring her stuff lol.so we jus stayed in eugene's house and watched movies.TMNT , The Dark Knight(super long)and yea. slack. tts about it :)baby you drugged me too :)
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9:05 PM .
Hold On Before Its Too Late
date: Sunday, October 12, 2008
past.
okie. lemme try and recall wad i did.
no i dont recall anything :P
except e fact tt i've been saying i'm going to penin to buy my shoes e past few days.
and that task has not been done.
hmm. i'll pretend i'm going tomorrow.
shit... i need someone to kick my ass so i get things done.
its less then 5days to my Science Practical Exam.
zomg so fast.
hmm. anyway.
i've been going out too often. bcos i just want to spend time with ______ :)
Days Go By
9:58 PM .
Hold On Before Its Too Late
date: Thursday, October 02, 2008
weird day.
i've been reading this book DUNE (its not a romance novel or anything)
but there was a passage that reminded me wad i said to you.
well i said "you don't need me. i'm the one who needs you. please stay by my side."
well the sentence in that book was something like tt as well.
and during free lessons i fell asleep. and some how there was a werid dream of you lol.
i wont say it out bcos i dont remember half of it lol :P
btw to you bored souls out there. I am SINGLE. not attached or anything like that.
i'm jus sickly in love with ______ :)
XD
Days Go By
2:15 PM .
Hold On Before Its Too Late