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date: Monday, November 30, 2009
teenage phase
its a dark day. dreamless nights.
and i woke up.
wishing there was someone i could say good morning to.
i always enjoy the feeling of holding someone.
giving a hug from behind.
it always feels so good and comforting.
leaning on a shoulder.
maybe i just hope i'm just going through a phase where i need to find someone.
and hopefully this phase pass by soon
Days Go By 7:33 AM .
Hold On Before Its Too Late
date: Friday, November 27, 2009
take a look around
HAHA i attempted to ride gab's bike today. EPIC phail. released the clutch too early , right foot wasn't on the brake. and i had trouble putting the gear back into neutral. soooo wasn't used to going so fast. too used to bicycle. i actually freaked out a little =X
oh well. i'm home after spending an entire day out in church. tomorrow i'm going to have a long day again. =( i need to find time to do my assignment. bleah
=) truthfully. i still feel horrible when i see you. but i know i'll be fine. but i do wish i have more opportunities to talk to you as a friend. =)
Days Go By 11:18 PM .
Hold On Before Its Too Late
doors
if you opened a door to another door closed what do you do?
i know right now i'm still banging on that same door hoping it would open ask and you shall receive, seek and you shall find, knock and the door shall be........
i'm turning my back to that door. for god wants me to find the window to jump out right now.
Days Go By 1:30 AM .
Hold On Before Its Too Late
date: Wednesday, November 25, 2009
oh.... happy day..... ?
I'm in a desperate need for a distraction. so that i can focus on my school work. not worry about my problems.
i think my emotions are messed up right now. the heart is a deceiving organ. idk how the heart has any link to emotions. sometimes it makes you think that the heart is in pain.
distraction oh distraction. EMMAN STOP THINKING OF THESE THINGS you know nothing will change. no matter how much you pray / hope. no matter how much time you give it. no matter how many stupid things you do for someone.
its over. i must be happy =)
Days Go By 10:34 PM .
Hold On Before Its Too Late
date: Tuesday, November 24, 2009
FAVOUR
all my assignments are starting to pile up.
i have no motivation to do them.
why why why.
sigh
god please send some gorgeous angel down and smack me in the head.
FAVOURRRR =PPPP
TOLONGGG =PPPP
why are you looking for love? why am i?
Days Go By 7:47 AM .
Hold On Before Its Too Late
date: Tuesday, November 17, 2009
one step at a time
memories would not be forgotten.thats for sure. i know nothing worked out between us. but. i just wanna dedicate this song to you. if you do read this.
i can only learn from my mistakes and not do something like this a 3rd time. in the mean time...... i'll rebuild what i broke down a few months ago.
Days Go By 5:38 PM .
Hold On Before Its Too Late
date: Monday, November 16, 2009
my chains ain't gone
and its a moody monday morning.
i want someone but i can't love anyone.
well parents never thought me how to love.
my parents only taught me how to put on a fake smile to please the world and cater to what the world wants.
Days Go By 7:41 AM .
Hold On Before Its Too Late
date: Tuesday, November 10, 2009
the bigger loser
what you want is what you can't have
well friends say that she's the one who's losing out
but bleah. i'm not worthy after all... sigh.
i feel like i'm the bigger loser here.
Days Go By 11:56 PM .
Hold On Before Its Too Late
date: Sunday, November 08, 2009
the broken puzzle.
i'll be lyrics - Edwin McCain.
I'll be your crying shoulder I'll be your love suicide and I'll be better when I'm older I'll be the greatest fan of your life
you pushed me out of your heart. that's what you did. and now there's a boundary around it. not letting me closer. but i still want to be close to you. i know i can't be. thats what hurts the most.
my heart still longs for you. but i know... i should stop. what i seek now helps ease the emo side of me. but i can't reach out to what i seek. its not easy. and to see everything slip away bit by bit.
the puzzle of my heart. which i attempted to piece together. a perfect puzzle slowly crumbling to pieces. right before my very eyes. or maybe it was just a puzzle which i thought was perfect.
Days Go By 2:21 AM .
Hold On Before Its Too Late
date: Wednesday, November 04, 2009
Fireproof
just finished watching a movie couple of days ago.
great movie which i'd recommend plenty of married people out there to watch.
well i think its nice for people who are relationships too. and well single people who... well yea. its just a lovely show.
well what i learnt again is that in a relationship it takes both parties to really love each other for it to work out.
