date: Wednesday, November 26, 2008
=)
well i'll share this song with others out there.
bcos it reminds me of you, @
Somebodys Me (Enrique Iglesias)You, do you remember me?Like I remember you?Do you spend your lifeGoing back in your mind to that time?Because I, I walk the streets aloneI hate being on my ownAnd everyone can see that I really fellAnd I'm going through hellThinking about you with somebody else[CHORUS]Somebody wants youSomebody needs youSomebody dreams about you every single nightSomebody can't breath without you, it's lonelySomebody hopes someday you will seeThat Somebody's Me [2x]How, How could we go wrongIt was so good and now it's goneAnd I pray at night that our paths will soon crossAnd what we had isn't lostCause you're always right here in my thoughts[Chorus]Somebody wants youSomebody needs youSomebody dreams about you every single nightSomebody can't breath without you, it's lonelySomebody hopes someday you will seeThat Somebody's Me [2x]You'll always be in my lifeEven if I'm not in your lifeBecause you're in my memoryYou, will you remember meAnd before you set me freeOh listen please[Chorus]Somebody wants youSomebody needs youSomebody dreams about you every single nightSomebody can't breath without you, it's lonelySomebody hopes someday you will seeThat Somebody's Me [5x]
Days Go By
9:26 AM .
Hold On Before Its Too Late
negative
i seriously wonder if what I'm missing is you.when i think of you . i just feel damn sad that nothing is working out.i just pray that one day you'd hear me.i pray for you that you will know what your heart wants.sometimes u may not know it but you hurt the people who love you alot.
and i dont think you would really notice.because though its been a long time.i have not forgotten about you.i would love to give the world to you.but all i can afford to give is only my love.i can't be in love on my own. where did you go?
Days Go By
1:02 AM .
Hold On Before Its Too Late
date: Friday, November 21, 2008
like a rose trampled on the ground
battered bruised emotionally.breaking apart slowly.trying my best to cover up wadever hurts on e inside.how long. just how long.i was hoping things would settle down aft olvls.but everything jus went wrong aft olvls.u walked out e door frm my life.leaving me alone when i need someone the most.everything in my life is going wrong.where did i go wrong.......
Days Go By
12:29 AM .
Hold On Before Its Too Late
date: Monday, November 17, 2008
monday
so you probably donno how i'm doing or what i'm doing.
so its monday.
3rd day of work.
did more errands then hamper wrapping.
but nvm. aft running e errands can slack and take my time to return to office :P
my cuzzie wanna buy me a kinky shirt for christmas =P
it something to do with losing my virginity in singapore lol.
its definitely not true.
but she said it might be slightly too crude lol so she might not get it.
but i dont mind :D
it looks like a really nice shirt and its definitely not cheap.
CLUB 21 FTW.
anyone want stuff frm there? mayb i can ask my cuzzie. got discount lol.
well but with discount e stuff still aint cheap.
its been awhile since i last saw you,spoke with you, went out with youdo i ever pop into your mind?fallen angel.
Days Go By
7:39 PM .
Hold On Before Its Too Late
date: Saturday, November 15, 2008
3 words. i miss you.
Be My Escape (Relient K)I’ve given up on giving up slowly, I’m blending in soYou won’t even know me apart from this whole world that shares my fateThis one last bullet you mention is my one last shot at redemption because I know to live you must give your life awayAnd I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity And I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the keyAnd I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of meAnd even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going becauseI gotta get outta here I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistakeI gotta get outta here And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.I’m giving up on doing this alone nowCause I’ve failed and I’m ready to be shown howHe’s told me the way and I’m trying to get thereAnd this life sentence that I’m servingI admit that I’m every bit deserving But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fairCause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity And I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the keyAnd I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of meAnd even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going becauseI gotta get outta here Cause I’m afraid that this complacency is something I can’t shakeI gotta get outta here And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.I am a hostage to my own humanitySelf detained and forced to live in this mess I’ve madeAnd all I’m asking is for You to do what You can with meBut I can’t ask You to give what You already gave Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and I’ve been locked inside that house all the while you hold the keyAnd I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of meAnd even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I’ve gotta get outta here I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistakeI’ve gotta get outta here And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.I fought You for so longI should have let You inOh how we regret those things we doAnd all I was trying to do was save my own skinBut so were YouSo were Youyou hold the key, be my escape.
Days Go By
10:06 AM .
Hold On Before Its Too Late
date: Wednesday, November 12, 2008
dumdeedumdeedum
i shall pretend i'm happy from now on.
i shall not post emo stuff here.
i'm happy.
yea fuck it -.-
i shall post emo stuff else where.
and i'm not telling you mwuahahahahaha.
dumdeedumdeedum.having split personalities is fun.not many people know of my split personality thoughHEEHEEpretending to be happy is a fun thing.you get to fool your friends into thinking your alright =Di'm evil.WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEsomething snapped in my brain.
Days Go By
12:06 PM .
Hold On Before Its Too Late
date: Monday, November 10, 2008
just a failed product of gods creation
Days Go By
8:24 PM .
Hold On Before Its Too Late
devils cry. you'd just never see them do
a stupid way to spend the weekends.
well tomorrow is my last paper. then long holidays.
lets see how many weekend went.
stone , emo , stone , emo , stone , emo
LOL
actually yea. thats what i did.
only that on sunday there was choir.
well nobody to go out with aft mass.
everyone was missing. even ______
well todays probably e 3rd day we're not talking.
it all just feels so sudden. someone shoot me.
maybe i'm just a guy in the background of your life.
doing things for you and not expecting anything in return.
never taken noticed of.
oblivious.
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friendSomewhere along in the bitternessAnd I would have stayed up with you all nightHad I known how to save a lifeif only you told me what to do.
Days Go By
1:21 PM .
Hold On Before Its Too Late
date: Thursday, November 06, 2008
stained glass masquerade
i cannot imagine if one day you just stopped talking to me.totally.just the slight thought of you leaving my life.makes me heart beat quickly.and it scares me. i fear everything.i feel so insecure. if only you understood how i feel.i wish you would comfort me and always ensure me you are there.bcos right now you seem so near yet its hard to reach you.friends are not making it easier for me.i feel like everyone is against me.i feel like i'm falling and nobody is there to grab on to me.right now i jus want you to hold me.i'm not always that strong.the masquerade i wear is starting to crackbcos the person beneath that masquerade is tearing apart.not only verbal assurance. but phyical.bcos actions speak louder then words.i pray i'm not asking too much from you.
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10:32 AM .
Hold On Before Its Too Late
date: Wednesday, November 05, 2008
one way street
so o levels are "over" or more like just e major papers.one last crappy MCQ paper left.so what difference does it make? finishing olvls.i feel the same. why do i feel like i might end up going back to my lonely self?actions speak louder then words.so when are your actions gonna tele with what you say?i thought i could take this maquerade off already.i guess i was wrong.When you feel all aloneAnd a loyal friend is hard to findYoure caught in a one way streetWith the monsters in your headWhen hopes and dreams are far away andYou feel like you cant face the dayjust leave me to crash and burn.or will you hold on to me before i fall?
Days Go By
9:32 AM .
Hold On Before Its Too Late
date: Monday, November 03, 2008
a new month
okie so its november already.after today i'll have 2 more papers left.but after my D&T paper tomorrow i shall self declare Olvls are over :Dcos i'll only have science MCQ left.SocialStudies paper in 3hours time.so lets see 51days to christmas.i need money for christmas shopping. its about time i get new clothes for christmas.soso whos up for christmas shopping? but lemme get money from Daddy Lee first XDwell lets see. i think ytd was a rather gay night.all guys only. seen old faces ytd. wasnt in e mood to interact with them.or maybe i 've just moved on.hmm i wonder what should i get for tt special someone for christmas.i love you and miss you princess.i want sweedish meatballs for christmas :D
Days Go By
10:50 AM .
Hold On Before Its Too Late
date: Saturday, November 01, 2008
you take my breath away love ♥
you'll always have a place in my heart. i hope i'll have a place in your heart too.whats left of my Olvls.
-Social Studies
-Design & Technology
-Science Paper 1 (MCQ)
i wonder how i shall party after that. anyone got ideas?
hmm i shall kick of my celebration with practicing my drums :D
psycho my neighbours downstairs. hate them.
if i could hold you through the night.till you fall asleep in my arms.i will never let go of you.i'll hold you till you open your eyes.upon first light that shimmer through ur windowfor i want to be the there to see the smile on your face.that takes my breath away.that makes my heart melt.that tells me you love me. ♥
Days Go By
10:49 PM .
Hold On Before Its Too Late