And Angels Fall Without You Here

date: Friday, January 30, 2009

To T.P i will go!!!

god really has his sense of humour.
he just wanted a good laugh at me this morning.

6.30am++
woke up hearing my parents and brother talking before he goes to camp.
minutes later sms arrives from MOE
I'm going to NYP mechatronics.
i felt damn crappy right away.
got out of bed and showed it to my family...

couldn't sleep at all after that.
8am - tried checking for JPSAE results. but not out yet.
9am - checked JPSAE
and suddenly i'm jumping round e house like a mad ass.
my JPSAE application was successful.
well to TP i go (Interior & Architecture Design)

it jus felt then that god was laughing right in my face.
oh well =D praise the lord =)

JAE can go and die. its a way of posting people a stupid way.
screw it anyway. doesnt matter to me.
JPSAE is the way to go for people with portfolios =)
best of luck to people doing o's this year.
SUFFER WELL

Days Go By
11:56 PM .

Hold On Before Its Too Late

date: Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Coming Down The World Turned Over

I really need to find time for myself.
i've been neglating my wants.
i've been in front of e computer the past couple of days.
CNY was crap anyway.
i dont intend to eat steam boat anymore so screw you if you wanna ask me out to eat steam boat.

i think i need to spend time finding what i want.
its time to find new people.
its time to move on.
but i cant forget my past.
no matter how much i want to.
its a heavy burden and u people out there are probably going to tell me god is there blah blah blah.

i'm too tired. i want to be myself.

You know the lies they always told you
And the love you never knew
Whats the things they never showed you
That swallowed the light from the sun
Inside your room

Days Go By
3:08 AM .

Hold On Before Its Too Late

date: Wednesday, January 21, 2009

bored day

well today was a day of slack.
W.O.W-ing the whole day.
was bored so decided to change my tagbox.
sick of e old style.

Dashboard Confessional - So long, so long
I remember
How the girls can turn to ghosts before your eyes
And the very dreams that led to them are keeping them from dying
And how the grace with which she walked into your life
Will stay you in your steps, and pace with you a while
So long, so long

its funny till someone gets hurt. then its hilarious

Days Go By
11:58 PM .

Hold On Before Its Too Late

date: Tuesday, January 20, 2009

CNY is coming... FUCK IT

so what? just new year? means i have to do more stupid visiting to people.
i mean? luck? never believed in that word.

lets close the door.
build a wall.
enclose yourself and place a notice.
"fuck off and please do not disturb"

just spinning in my own little world.
fun.
I can't remember when the earth turned slowly
So I just waited with the lights turned out again
I lost my place but I can't stop this story
I've found my way, but until then
I'm only spinning

Days Go By
9:41 AM .

Hold On Before Its Too Late

date: Thursday, January 15, 2009

where do i go?

seriously... i dont know whats going to happen to me.
and i keep thinking about it.
its annoying.
no matter.

i wanna be alone.
leave me alone.

Spinning - Jack's Mannequin
I'm keeping quiet til there's no more sirens
Lately it's hard to keep the hinges on with all the noise
I'll find my words when there's no one talking
The room is spinning, I have got no choice
Be patient, I am getting to the point.

I can't remember when the earth turned slowly
So I just waited with the lights turned out again
I lost my place but I can't stop this story
I've found my way, but until then
I'm only spinning

I'm keeping quiet til the phone stops ringing
Lately it's hard to disconnect, I just want something real
I've found the words if I could just stop thinking
The room is spinning, I have got no choice
Be patient, I am getting to the point.

Days Go By
2:09 AM .

Hold On Before Its Too Late

date: Tuesday, January 13, 2009

i'm ready am i?

I'm on the verge, I'm on the verge
Unraveling with every word
With every word you say, make me believe
That I won't feel your tires on the street
As I'm finding the words... you're getting away

I come undone, oh yes, I do
Just think of all the thoughts wasted on you
And every word you say, say something sweet
Cause all I taste is blood between my teeth
As I'm finding the words... you're getting away

Well I'm ready, I'm ready to drop
Oh, I'm ready, I'm ready so don't stop
I'm ready so don't stop, Keep pushing
I'm ready to fall, oh, I'm ready
I'm ready so don't call, I'm ready so don't call

I am aware, I've been misled
I disconnect my heart, my head
Don't wanna recognize when things go bad
The things that you'll accept
Except that I am finding the words... to say

I'm ready, I'm ready to drop
Oh oh oh oh oh, I'm ready
I'm ready so don't stop
I'm ready so don't stop

(I wake up to find it's another
Four aspirin morning, and I dive in
I put on the same clothes I wore yesterday.
When did society decide that we had to change
And wash a tee shirt after every individual use:
If it's not dirty, I'm gonna wear it.
I take the stairs to the car
And there's fog on the windows.
(And I'm Fighting the words...)
I need caffeine in my blood stream,
I take caffeine in the blood stream.
I grip the wheel and all at once I realize:
(And you're getting away...)
My life has become a boring pop song
And everyone's singing along.)

Well, I'm ready, to drop, well, I'm ready
I'm ready so don't stop, oh
Well, keep pushing, I'm ready to fall
Well, I'm ready, I'm ready so don't call
I'm ready so don't call, oh... oh... oh...

So ya... great song by Jack's Mannequin "I'm Ready"
so lets just say... i'm ready to drop.

Days Go By
9:28 PM .

Hold On Before Its Too Late

date: Monday, January 12, 2009

new start

well look back at my studying life.
i never went the route i wanted.

pri school i never went to st stephen
sec school i never went to st patricks
poly. i'll probably not make it to TP

idk... i've always prayed hard.
i tell myself tt there must be some reason he did not make things go my way.
but till now i never understood anything.
i jus accept my current life...

i've lost hope in myself...
PSLE i never studied
Nlvls i never studied
Olvls i never studied
at yet i've made it this far...
what would happen if i did study?
who would i be today?

I need answers

Days Go By
11:39 PM .

Hold On Before Its Too Late

date: Monday, January 05, 2009

Angels Fall Without You There

And theres no time left for losin
When you stand they fall.

well i haven't done this before but i'll post this up for someone to read
but seriously there aint no time left for losing.
the worlds gonna leave you behind.

All the words that we have to say
They don't leave when the moment comes
We know we have to wait
As the days go on and the places fade away
to dirt and to dust, it all fades away

And the waiting is the hardest thing to take
In a moment more before we break

If you have to let it go
And these dreams keep you awake
If you have to let it go
Walk away

And the shapes we want to see
Don't leave another piece that this puzzle needs

take a break from the world.
just not to long.
rest close your eyes.
make time just for yourself.
when your ready. stand up and move on.

Days Go By
10:50 AM .

Hold On Before Its Too Late

date: Saturday, January 03, 2009

Suffer well indeed

well i guess e heading is the best to describe the new year.
2nd day into the new year.
all i recall doing is sitting in front of the computer
playing world of warcraft not leveling higher then 20 -.-

lets see school has started for others.
i'm so tempted to return to school to disturb e juniors.
but i guess i'll wait till e cca exhibition before crashing the school.
and well. olvl results are gonna be released soon.
i'm rather worried for the fact tt i did stupid things during the olvl papers last yr.

but well. whats done is done.
just dont look back in anger.

let us go out and find new fishing spots.
where we dare cast our lines and wait in hope of a great catch

Days Go By
12:13 AM .

Hold On Before Its Too Late

date: Thursday, January 01, 2009

a cursed new year.

suffer well world.
new year but nothing is going to change.
i'm going to stay the same.

there are reasons for my actions.
hate me world.
lets close everything up even more.

Days Go By
1:08 PM .

Hold On Before Its Too Late