date: Monday, December 07, 2009
As Christmas Approaches
Waking up is the hardest part of my day.
It's not like i don't want to be happy
You know emotions are yours to control. but sometimes it gets the better of you.
you can't do anything about it.
you just fall down on your knees and you recall all that has happened.
you want to cry but you know you can't
you want to stop everything but you know the world won't wait for you.
i wish i could tell myself i don't want it anymore.
but all i want for christmas... is....
Days Go By
2:46 PM .
Hold On Before Its Too Late